Disillusioned...

[dreamyblackbird.livejournal.com]

Hi!
I have been a member of this community for quite some time now, but never really found the courage - or creativity, to be honest, to post something up.

So this is a little premier *loL*
Oh and it was supposed to be a Drabble, but it's kinda a doubled drabble...
sorry I just can't fit that into 100 words ;)

hug
Laila


Drabble:

Title: Disillusioned...
Author: Laila (Dreamyblackbird)
Pairing/rating: Sean/Viggo, PG
Disclaimer: Made up of course, what else...
Note: My first one, please be patient ifr it is not real slash or smut... I think i need some more time for that ;)




I looked at Viggo, wondering if there was still the man inside him, that I had learned to love. So different he seemed after all this time that had passed, aged, and straighter then he ever had.

Celebrated star in the middle of all attention, in the focus of all the eyes, did he still hate it?
If he did, he clearly didn't show it - what hurt for some reason.

It's true, what they said, he gave away less of himself then before, but isn't that just natural in a way? Isn't it how we all act, act us though life, happy if we find back to our selves at the end of the day, happy if we manage to pull of the facade, the bloody mask we wear to protect ourselves from the harsh light of merciless reality...

Happy if we find someone who doesn't care about pretence, who doesn't care about a public persona - I had been deluded to believe, that I had.

I put up a smile, greet him warmly but my heart wasn't into it - not in the way it had been once, blinking away rising tears I let go of him, another smile, another squeeze - and he is gone, as if nothing had ever happened.

Comments

[autumnsparkle.livejournal.com]

Viggo/Sean! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY that's the coolest!

I wrote a few drabblish things before and for me it's quite challenging to make something very short interesting nonetheless. Anyway, I think you did a great job on that! I esp. loved the first line, very catchy! Loved it!

[ninque-elen.livejournal.com]

Omg Laila
You are so talented.
You never cease to amaze me. I think it's utterly beautiful. In just a few words you capture an entire world!!!

[dreamyblackbird.livejournal.com]

hey thanks Sweeties :)
*huggles*

[milochka.livejournal.com]

Very nice drabble, Laila! Liked it a lot. Made me go *sniff* :-) Post more!!

[evendim.livejournal.com]

Hardest thing ever is pushing the 'send' button! I force myself to do it then wish I could take it back! Well done you! So very nicely written and I'm glad you posted it!More please,there's so much scope with a mature pairing like this and,hey,not slashy enough? It's called imagination,and sometimes it's enough!If you're uncomfortable with what you write it will show!