Title: Cinema
Pairing: SB/VM
Rating: R
Archive: Rugbytackling/green Opals
Author:
govi20
Summary: Sean and Viggo talk about their feelings after seeing Brokeback Mountain. ( I saw it tonight!)
DISCLAIMER: I don’t know these men, it didn’t happen, it’s all just in my head!
It’s in the middle of the night when the phone rings. People get used to all sort of things like Sean gets used to be called in the middle of the night, just because he’s got this american lover who never thinks about time zones.
Well, he doesn’t have to go anywhere tomorrow so he picks up the phone, knowing if he did have to go anywhere he still would have picked up the phone.
“Yes Vig?”
“How did you know it was me?”
”Must be telepathic” says Sean, knowing better then to try talk about time differences with Viggo. He’ll do it again and again and again anyway, so what’s the point?
“Have you seen it, the movie I mean?”
“Brokeback Mountain, yes.”
“So what do you think?”
“What do you think, Vig?
“Oh, I loved it!”
He rattles on about Wyoming, the beautiful shots, the music. That’s Viggo for you, Sean thinks.
“You call me and wake me up in the middle of the night to discuss a movie which has a very special message to us and you talk about the scenery? Fuck Viggo, I was sleeping here!
“Did I wake you up? Sorry about that Sean, but I just had to speak to you. Just imagine us playing in that one!”
”Yeah, that really would be something. Don’t think I could handle that though. Besides we’re too old.”
“I could see a lot of similarities in it. Remember our first time?”
“Of course I do, sometimes I still feel sore thinking about it,”
“Come on Sean, lean back and think about that evening.”
“We weren’t in a tent, thank God for that! So I don’t see the similarity.”
“But you were in denial, like this Ennis guy. I really had to talk you into it.”
“I don’t remember much talking: I just remember you turning up, shoving me to a wall, not leaving me any time to think.’
“You asked me to fuck you pretty soon, if I remember correctly. And that’s where the similarity comes in again. Okay, so you had condoms, but no lube. So when that Ennis guy spit in his hand I remembered Sean, remembered how we did exactly the same thing and I was sitting there in that cinema and just had those flashbacks.”
“I think it was the most scary and most wonderful evening of my life. Still feeling a bit sore thinking about it though. But what’s this? Telephone sex? Because I am wide-awake and all for it. Tell me about it Vig: come on!“
“It was so good, just grabbing your wrist and taking you to your bedroom, Like the house was mine and not yours. You let me take the lead and it felt like I was really, really getting through to you. After spending so many weeks watching, anticipating. Here you were: mine.
How can I explain? It’s like going to a museum and see a painting you really love and you can’t get it out of your head. Then you go back to look at it again and you realize you’ve fallen in love with it.
And then you just want to have it, claim it, and make it yours. So I did.
It’s not something you can explain: it’s just happening. This is what happened to me looking at you the weeks before that evening. Yearning, Sean. Burning and consuming me.
Remember how I skinned you..... Physically and literally Sean? Because like in this film it was so much more then bodies. You and I could both have our choice of bodies: it would have been so easy, but *oh*, how much did we want each other.
Remember you sighing in my mouth, granting me access, allowing me to take it all. I will not ever forget this, even when old age catches up with me. Not able to forget the sounds you made, the ones I always think are mine alone. I would love to record the words coming out of your sweet filthy mouth.
But I am sorry: I’ll have to run now, because I got an appointment with some magazine wanting to tell all about me. How women are lusting for me.
But I so do not care Sean...have to run now. Love you!”
“Vig..Vig? Don’t you dare leave me like this! Vig...?
Well, he doesn’t have to go anywhere tomorrow so he picks up the phone, knowing if he did have to go anywhere he still would have picked up the phone.
“Yes Vig?”
“How did you know it was me?”
”Must be telepathic” says Sean, knowing better then to try talk about time differences with Viggo. He’ll do it again and again and again anyway, so what’s the point?
“Have you seen it, the movie I mean?”
“Brokeback Mountain, yes.”
“So what do you think?”
“What do you think, Vig?
“Oh, I loved it!”
He rattles on about Wyoming, the beautiful shots, the music. That’s Viggo for you, Sean thinks.
“You call me and wake me up in the middle of the night to discuss a movie which has a very special message to us and you talk about the scenery? Fuck Viggo, I was sleeping here!
“Did I wake you up? Sorry about that Sean, but I just had to speak to you. Just imagine us playing in that one!”
”Yeah, that really would be something. Don’t think I could handle that though. Besides we’re too old.”
“I could see a lot of similarities in it. Remember our first time?”
“Of course I do, sometimes I still feel sore thinking about it,”
“Come on Sean, lean back and think about that evening.”
“We weren’t in a tent, thank God for that! So I don’t see the similarity.”
“But you were in denial, like this Ennis guy. I really had to talk you into it.”
“I don’t remember much talking: I just remember you turning up, shoving me to a wall, not leaving me any time to think.’
“You asked me to fuck you pretty soon, if I remember correctly. And that’s where the similarity comes in again. Okay, so you had condoms, but no lube. So when that Ennis guy spit in his hand I remembered Sean, remembered how we did exactly the same thing and I was sitting there in that cinema and just had those flashbacks.”
“I think it was the most scary and most wonderful evening of my life. Still feeling a bit sore thinking about it though. But what’s this? Telephone sex? Because I am wide-awake and all for it. Tell me about it Vig: come on!“
“It was so good, just grabbing your wrist and taking you to your bedroom, Like the house was mine and not yours. You let me take the lead and it felt like I was really, really getting through to you. After spending so many weeks watching, anticipating. Here you were: mine.
How can I explain? It’s like going to a museum and see a painting you really love and you can’t get it out of your head. Then you go back to look at it again and you realize you’ve fallen in love with it.
And then you just want to have it, claim it, and make it yours. So I did.
It’s not something you can explain: it’s just happening. This is what happened to me looking at you the weeks before that evening. Yearning, Sean. Burning and consuming me.
Remember how I skinned you..... Physically and literally Sean? Because like in this film it was so much more then bodies. You and I could both have our choice of bodies: it would have been so easy, but *oh*, how much did we want each other.
Remember you sighing in my mouth, granting me access, allowing me to take it all. I will not ever forget this, even when old age catches up with me. Not able to forget the sounds you made, the ones I always think are mine alone. I would love to record the words coming out of your sweet filthy mouth.
But I am sorry: I’ll have to run now, because I got an appointment with some magazine wanting to tell all about me. How women are lusting for me.
But I so do not care Sean...have to run now. Love you!”
“Vig..Vig? Don’t you dare leave me like this! Vig...?
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Date: 2006-02-22 08:50 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2006-02-22 08:50 pm (UTC)LOL loved it!
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Date: 2006-02-23 01:13 pm (UTC)His passion is like a typhoon. *LOL*
I'm seeing BM when it comes in March. I bet I'll remember your fanfic during the film.
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Date: 2006-02-23 05:53 pm (UTC)