*ahem* story

[karelian]

So I wrote a story that I decided was too kinky to post in public, because I have issues with using the names of real people in serious kink. (Not that I think anyone else should, as I devour most of the kink here and in the Est with glee. This is just my very weird hangup.) And I was convinced by a minion that I really should unlock it, seeing as I get to read all the stuff other people are kind enough to post without locking. So I did, but I'm putting the friends lock back on when I go out of town because I STILL have issues with kink with the names of real people involved. Anyway, it's here and please read the warnings which I'm too embarrassed even to reproduce here in a public forum...and if you want it, save it because I'm never putting it on my web page!

Comments

[lannamichaels]

hon, if it really embarrasses you to post this in public, then don't. above all, it's your fic and it's your feelings that matter, not ours.

[karelian]

...it really embarrasses me that I showed it to ANYONE. Posting it in public is only one further issue. *g* And I'm not leaving it up indefinitely -- by the time any robot could find and index it, it'll be locked again!

[atanvarne-lj.livejournal.com]

I'm at a loss for words. Completely out of 'em. Can't even manage an entire sentence. The one constant in my life . . . How could it have come to this? Damned straight I'm saving it, and I haven't even read it yet.

[karelian]

The one constant in your life? SHRIEK! And damn, you should always read the warnings before making decisions about what to read! I've discovered squicks I didn't even know I had by ignoring warnings!

[amentiii.livejournal.com]

Hee. Most people have personal space. Viggo has an inhibition-free zone around himself instead. Approach him who dares! Thanks for making this available for a while. I think it's your amazing characterization and descriptions that made the subject not-so-squicky for me. It actually could have been anything that some ordinary Northern bastard might have found uncomfortable and embarrassing. Until he falls into Viggo's clutches.

One last thing, what's the Est? Some cool place where there's cool fiction?

Thanks again!

[karelian]

The Est is The Establishment, an RPS RPG over at JournalFen. Viggo and Bean over there are most interesting--definitely worth checking out so long as BDSM doesn't squick you!

And thanks...I was trying to write it as unremarkably as possible, since I have mostly only seen this particular kink used in the context of degradation...

[rinsbane.livejournal.com]

This was fantastic! I'm so glad you decided to let us take a peak at it and that i stumbled on it since i just joined this community. Course i've been reading some your wonderful stuff on the lists for a while, and i always enjoy! I'm gonna friend you, if you don't mind *g*
Rinsbane

[karelian]

Oh, thank you! Have friended you back! Welcome to the community...this sordid lovely bastion of vigbean goodness! Post fic, please!