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Title: Waiting
Author: P.R. Zed
Rating: G (unrequited lust only)
Pairing: SB/VM
Disclaimer: Not a lick of this is true
Feedback: Please?

My first rugbytackle post and RPS fiction. Hope you enjoy it.



Waiting

He waits.

Legs crossed on the sleeping bag, shoulders hunched in the confines of the tent, ranger's costume pulling slightly across his chest.

The world outside is dark, lit only by stars and the new moon. He can hear the rustling of the sleeping camp, the other actors, the crew, Barrie, all here because of his whim about filming the remnants of the Fellowship at sunrise. Even Miranda and Bernard here, when they don't have to be, here because they thought it would be fun.

All here save one. All here save Sean.

Boromir has been taken from the Fellowship, and Sean has been taken from him. But not by orcs, not by their cruel arrows, their brutal swords. Taken instead by film schedules and contracts and commitments. Taken by his own life back in England, new jobs, old friends. Old lovers?

He wishes they'd had time. More time. Any time. Wishes they'd acted on their attraction instead of simply acting for each other. Pretending it was all a lark, when he can still feel Sean's bearded cheek against his palm where Sean had leaned into a casual touch. Can still remember the heat in Sean's eyes as they'd shared a beer in that pub he liked and talked about nothing. Talked about everything but the one thing they should have spoken of.

But couldn't. Or wouldn't. He doesn't know. Knows only that there's an ache deep within him. Know only that he'll have one more chance. Reshoots. Months away. Eons away. A brief hope on the horizon.

So, he steels himself, his courage, his resolve. Vows he'll talk. Vows he'll act. Vows he'll waste no more time.

And until then, he waits.

Date: 2003-04-09 07:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bookofdays.livejournal.com
Hope you enjoy it.

I sure did. That was beautiful. Poor Viggo, he sounds so sad and lonely, I want to hug him.

That was good. I hope you'll post again in the future.

Date: 2003-04-09 07:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cara-chapel.livejournal.com
Yay! For a first RPS, that was absolutely lovely. I hope you'll find more V/S inspiration in the future. :D

Date: 2003-04-09 10:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jennandanica.livejournal.com
very nice. well done. welcome and i hope we'll see more from you.

Date: 2003-04-09 11:34 am (UTC)
karelian: (arthurlancelot)
From: [personal profile] karelian
Lovely! Welcome! Wonderful first fic; please post more!

Re: Thanks for the welcome...

Date: 2003-04-09 03:34 pm (UTC)
karelian: (Default)
From: [personal profile] karelian
Wow, thanks! I looked at my web page this morning and scared myself; how did I write nearly 50 stories since this fall, when I swore I was never writing RPS in the first place?! Hee!

Date: 2003-04-09 08:22 pm (UTC)
karelian: (Default)
From: [personal profile] karelian
I have "gotten" RPS for years I'm afraid -- long before the designation "RPS" existed -- but I was always very much of the "keep it secret, keep it safe" mentality. It's the public posting that I still have issues with, and the lack of proper disclaimers; I think people have had this kind of fantasies about celebrities for a long time. But, I mean, I founded a freakin' LJ community! Can I go to hell for that for even longer than I was going already?

Date: 2003-04-09 08:54 pm (UTC)
karelian: (Default)
From: [personal profile] karelian
Heh. On the extended DVD of The Fellowship of the Ring, in "The Fellowship of the Cast" section when everyone is waxing poetic about Viggo, Sean says that Viggo used to come up to him and rugby-tackle him for no reason, and then he imitates Viggo sort of growling at him. He doesn't look like he minded terribly much either. *g* I had sort of a running joke with a couple of the people who were writing SB/VM about "rugby-tackling" as a metaphor for, well, other forms of full-body contact, so it just seemed ready made...!

Date: 2003-04-09 01:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lamath.livejournal.com
Lovely fic! I especially like the imagery and your writing style.

Keep up the great work! :-)

Teehee!

Date: 2003-04-09 03:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lamath.livejournal.com
Those boys certainly inspire all kinds of imagery, especially the very naughty kind. ;-)

Date: 2003-04-10 01:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] viva-gloria.livejournal.com
Poor Viggo! Seeing the gap, what is missing, rather than everything that is there. Why didn't he say anything? And, oh, this demands a sequel. Or I demand a sequel. Or something.

Date: 2003-04-10 11:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] delica.livejournal.com
Sorry, I'm one-day late. *hugs the newcoming VigBean goddess*

Ooh, this is beautiful. Beautifully sad, yet hopeful.
Can't put myself to read angst fic (yours is not!). That's why I can never start with AraBoro. *heavy sigh*

Date: 2003-04-10 03:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] delica.livejournal.com
Angst with a good reason makes me cry; angst without a good reason pisses me off.
Cos, yes, I'm a sap.
And I've come across way too many angst!fic which drove me crazy.
But fic ending with hope is not, in my own classification, angst. If there's always an opportunity, a possibility for a happy ending, it makes me smile.

Date: 2003-04-10 07:55 pm (UTC)
lannamichaels: Astronaut Dale Gardner holds up For Sale sign after EVA. (dowhat)
From: [personal profile] lannamichaels
*sniff*

You go, Viggo! Way to psych yourself up! Go and get 'em, Tiger!

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