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rugbytackleYou kept bothering and cursing me, so I give in. *LOL*
Okay, I admit, it was quite mean to keep you waiting so long.
Don't let the feeling of peace into your heart.
It's just the beginning of a new misery...
TITLE: LIKE A CHILD Part 7
SERIES: Like a child
AUTHOR: Sadness1986
PAIRING: SB/VM, VM/ ?
RATING: R
WARNING: angst, violence, language
SUMMARY: But the man just grins: "So you want him all for yourself? I can understand you. I can't get enough of his marvellous body. He's still so tight, after everything I tried on him. Can't get enough of his pathetic sobs and pleas."
DISCLAIMER: It's fiction.
NOTES: Next part of endless misery.
TITLE: LIKE A CHILD Part 7
SERIES: Like a child
AUTHOR: Sadness1986
PAIRING: SB/VM, VM/ ?
RATING: R
WARNING: angst, violence, language
SUMMARY: But the man just grins: "So you want him all for yourself? I can understand you. I can't get enough of his marvellous body. He's still so tight, after everything I tried on him. Can't get enough of his pathetic sobs and pleas."
DISCLAIMER: It's fiction.
NOTES: Next part of endless misery.
*The taller figure let go of Viggo and was about to draw back into the woods, but Sean wouldn't let HIM flee, before he knows HIS identity.
Pouncing at HIM, he knocks HIM down, HE is no match at all for him and he rises, dragging HIM into the moonlight.*
Shocked, he almost chokes on HIS name. "Karl..."
But the man just grins: "So you want him all for yourself? I can understand you. I can't get enough of his marvellous body. He's still so tight, after everything I tried on him. Can't get enough of his pathetic sobs and pleas."
"Shut up!", Sean yells, unable to bear, unable to believe, what Karl was telling him. But he ignores him: "But you know this already, I'm sure."
"How should I know? I didn't touch him and never considered to ... use him like this! We're friends!", Sean hisses.
Karl mocks him: "How cute! Friends?! Just friends sleeping every night in the same bed without sinful thoughts?"
"Yes", confirms Sean before he hits the bastard hard enough to break his nose. Karl slumped down at his feet, protecting his face with his hands. Kicking him just for a good measure Sean growls: "Who's pathetic now?" before deciding Karl isn't worth even to be spat on.
Turning around he faces Viggo. Tear-streaked and horrified, shame and fear blending together on his features. He is afraid, afraid, that Sean would be repulsed by him, would push him away, push him out of his life. But the Brit just steadily meets his gaze and says words, Viggo never dared to dream of: "You can stay with me as long as you want."
Back home again, he tucks a slightly bewildered Viggo into his bed again, lying down beside him. There is time enough for questions in the morning.
As usually he curls up next to him, facing him, still wearing his shirt and sweatpants, bare feet peeking out under the cover, one hand resting on the blanket, the other loosely curled, open, the bared palm vulnerable, defenceless, trusting.
But Sean can't find sleep. Spellbound by the sleeping beauty in his bed, he just can't. Viggo looks so cute asleep, his hair a tousled halo on the pillow, lips slightly parted. He wants to touch him, touch him like the cool moonlight, tenderly, respectful, discovering the shapes of Viggo's light body without harming.
Sean reaches out, barely touching his cheekbone and his eyes snap open, focusing on him and widening in horror about this betrayal.
As he moves just the slightest bit, trying to confirm, he had not meant to, Viggo frantically clutches the blankets and flinches away, crawling backwards to the headboard. His beautiful eyes accuse him silently: "Traitor!"
Sean had lost his trust.
He feels sorry about his foolish attempts and is afraid, so afraid to loose Viggo, he has to try: "Please, I just, I didn't intend to do anything to you, you don't want. I'm sorry. I know, I shouldn't take advantage of you, when you're asleep. But I couldn't help..., you looked so beautiful. I just wanted to touch your face, touch your beauty, feeling your warmth..." and added:" Shall I sleep on the sofa?"
Viggo shakes his head and whispers, slightly confused but firm: "Please, stay. I overreacted. It's just... I hate being touched, I can't stand it, not since HE..." The rest drowns in tears, that roll over his cheeks. He cries wide-eyed, unbelievingly, not quite sure he still has tears left.
Sean helplessly sits up, reaching out for Viggo, giving him space to decide. He still trembles in fear as he shyly crawls towards Sean's offer and a shuddery sigh escapes his lips as he sinks into the gentle embrace of strong arms. His body reacts with small spasms, it has forgotten how gentleness feels, how the safety of Sean's physical presence feels.
They lie down again, still snuggled together, listening to each others heartbeat with their bodies, feeling it vibrating, resounding in each others chest, finally matching in rhythm and strength as they fall asleep.
Okay, I admit, it was quite mean to keep you waiting so long.
Don't let the feeling of peace into your heart.
It's just the beginning of a new misery...
TITLE: LIKE A CHILD Part 7
SERIES: Like a child
AUTHOR: Sadness1986
PAIRING: SB/VM, VM/ ?
RATING: R
WARNING: angst, violence, language
SUMMARY: But the man just grins: "So you want him all for yourself? I can understand you. I can't get enough of his marvellous body. He's still so tight, after everything I tried on him. Can't get enough of his pathetic sobs and pleas."
DISCLAIMER: It's fiction.
NOTES: Next part of endless misery.
TITLE: LIKE A CHILD Part 7
SERIES: Like a child
AUTHOR: Sadness1986
PAIRING: SB/VM, VM/ ?
RATING: R
WARNING: angst, violence, language
SUMMARY: But the man just grins: "So you want him all for yourself? I can understand you. I can't get enough of his marvellous body. He's still so tight, after everything I tried on him. Can't get enough of his pathetic sobs and pleas."
DISCLAIMER: It's fiction.
NOTES: Next part of endless misery.
*The taller figure let go of Viggo and was about to draw back into the woods, but Sean wouldn't let HIM flee, before he knows HIS identity.
Pouncing at HIM, he knocks HIM down, HE is no match at all for him and he rises, dragging HIM into the moonlight.*
Shocked, he almost chokes on HIS name. "Karl..."
But the man just grins: "So you want him all for yourself? I can understand you. I can't get enough of his marvellous body. He's still so tight, after everything I tried on him. Can't get enough of his pathetic sobs and pleas."
"Shut up!", Sean yells, unable to bear, unable to believe, what Karl was telling him. But he ignores him: "But you know this already, I'm sure."
"How should I know? I didn't touch him and never considered to ... use him like this! We're friends!", Sean hisses.
Karl mocks him: "How cute! Friends?! Just friends sleeping every night in the same bed without sinful thoughts?"
"Yes", confirms Sean before he hits the bastard hard enough to break his nose. Karl slumped down at his feet, protecting his face with his hands. Kicking him just for a good measure Sean growls: "Who's pathetic now?" before deciding Karl isn't worth even to be spat on.
Turning around he faces Viggo. Tear-streaked and horrified, shame and fear blending together on his features. He is afraid, afraid, that Sean would be repulsed by him, would push him away, push him out of his life. But the Brit just steadily meets his gaze and says words, Viggo never dared to dream of: "You can stay with me as long as you want."
Back home again, he tucks a slightly bewildered Viggo into his bed again, lying down beside him. There is time enough for questions in the morning.
As usually he curls up next to him, facing him, still wearing his shirt and sweatpants, bare feet peeking out under the cover, one hand resting on the blanket, the other loosely curled, open, the bared palm vulnerable, defenceless, trusting.
But Sean can't find sleep. Spellbound by the sleeping beauty in his bed, he just can't. Viggo looks so cute asleep, his hair a tousled halo on the pillow, lips slightly parted. He wants to touch him, touch him like the cool moonlight, tenderly, respectful, discovering the shapes of Viggo's light body without harming.
Sean reaches out, barely touching his cheekbone and his eyes snap open, focusing on him and widening in horror about this betrayal.
As he moves just the slightest bit, trying to confirm, he had not meant to, Viggo frantically clutches the blankets and flinches away, crawling backwards to the headboard. His beautiful eyes accuse him silently: "Traitor!"
Sean had lost his trust.
He feels sorry about his foolish attempts and is afraid, so afraid to loose Viggo, he has to try: "Please, I just, I didn't intend to do anything to you, you don't want. I'm sorry. I know, I shouldn't take advantage of you, when you're asleep. But I couldn't help..., you looked so beautiful. I just wanted to touch your face, touch your beauty, feeling your warmth..." and added:" Shall I sleep on the sofa?"
Viggo shakes his head and whispers, slightly confused but firm: "Please, stay. I overreacted. It's just... I hate being touched, I can't stand it, not since HE..." The rest drowns in tears, that roll over his cheeks. He cries wide-eyed, unbelievingly, not quite sure he still has tears left.
Sean helplessly sits up, reaching out for Viggo, giving him space to decide. He still trembles in fear as he shyly crawls towards Sean's offer and a shuddery sigh escapes his lips as he sinks into the gentle embrace of strong arms. His body reacts with small spasms, it has forgotten how gentleness feels, how the safety of Sean's physical presence feels.
They lie down again, still snuggled together, listening to each others heartbeat with their bodies, feeling it vibrating, resounding in each others chest, finally matching in rhythm and strength as they fall asleep.
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wow
Date: 2004-06-03 04:41 pm (UTC)Re: wow
Date: 2004-06-04 12:43 am (UTC)I still got some problems with the next chapter.
I`ll post it on monday, maybe earlier.
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Date: 2004-06-03 05:15 pm (UTC)hmmm???
*smiles*
Date: 2004-06-04 12:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-06-03 05:16 pm (UTC)*nods*
Date: 2004-06-04 12:49 am (UTC)And of course "downtrodden Vig" is my fandom, too.
I love him, he seems to be very fragile bare of the roles he plays. He`s got an aura..., you just want to hug him and take care of him, to worship his incredible beauty and pureness with words and hands and tongue and *rambles*
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Date: 2004-06-03 05:41 pm (UTC)*laughs*
Date: 2004-06-04 12:51 am (UTC)But you will need chocolate. There will be more angst. *smiles*
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Date: 2004-06-04 12:14 am (UTC)*sighs*
Date: 2004-06-04 12:54 am (UTC)Thank you for feedback. I need it like the air I breathe, like my 3260 viggopics, my laptop and my cigs. *grins*
*hugs you*
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Date: 2004-06-04 12:41 am (UTC)I hope the next chapter is on the way?! ;)
*sighs*
Date: 2004-06-04 01:00 am (UTC)Viggo looked so serene and fragile next to him, as if he can be broken easily by him.
Next chapter?
I`m writing eagerly, but I got kinda stuck. you `ve probably recognized, that plot isn`t my thing exactly.
I ramble endlessly about feelings, surroundings, but just until I fall into another plot hole.
And I have no beta and English isn`t my mothertongue.
Hope it doesn`t show too much. *frowns*
Re: *sighs*
Date: 2004-06-04 03:48 am (UTC)I love reading your so called 'ramblings' about feelings and surroundings!!! It gives a real feel for the story which is often more important than a flawlwess plot. I tend to ramble a bit in my stories too!
It certainly doesn't show that English is not your first language and if you are looking for a beta I am always willing to help out :)
Re: *sighs*
Date: 2004-06-04 04:48 am (UTC)When my aunt from Tasmania came to old Europe some years ago, I was the only one in our family, who could speak at least some English.
So I had to take care of her and I learned very fast.
I learned real English with Lanna Michaels, when I discovered The library of Moria. *LOL*
Okay, again ramble.
I already plan the next series, some AU stuff, Vig Bean, of course.
But with LIKE A CHILD I set a very fast updating time. So there`s no time for beta.
If you still want, you could beta my next series and I would dedicate it to you.
aaargh
Date: 2004-06-04 04:57 am (UTC)F*ing weather. Too hot, even the computer is complaining.
Re: *sighs*
Date: 2004-06-08 05:45 am (UTC)Wow, your aunt comes from Tassy! Maybe you can visit Australia one day!
I have been impressed with how fast you are updating - I am so slow at getting stories together in my head and on the screen.
I would be happy to help with betaing.
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Date: 2004-06-04 02:57 am (UTC)This is getting better each chapter!
*waits for the next*
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Date: 2004-06-04 08:38 pm (UTC)Loved this line
'touch him like the cool moonlight'
and I am writing a fic in which Karl gets payback!
C x.
*grins*
Date: 2004-06-07 09:27 am (UTC)Re: *grins*
Date: 2004-06-07 10:45 pm (UTC)He deserves it!
C x.
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Date: 2004-06-06 03:52 pm (UTC)*LOL*
Date: 2004-06-07 09:28 am (UTC)