rugbytackle | Love is insane and we are,too.

I found this among some handwritten stuff, wrote it a year ago.
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TITLE: LOVE IS INSANE
AUTHOR: Sadness1986
PAIRING: SB/ VM
RATING: NC-17
WARNING: fluff, angst
DISCLAIMER: It's fiction.
SUMMARY: I want. I crave. I fall in love again, never wanted to again.
NOTES: Sean's POV. Don't ask me, why I wrote this. I don't know myself.

I slowly began to recognise you behind his role, under the surface of Aragorn, you wear like a mask.
Under all that dirt, sweat and fake blood,
Beneath the strength and pride.
Beauty of body and soul.
I want.
I crave.
I fall in love again, never wanted to again.

Boromir has drawn me into his sick, mindless, helpless and clumsy attempts to get into the pants of his king.
His king.
My king.
Noble, proud,
vulnerable, fragile and strong.

You stand there, like the king you are, morning sun bathing your unmoving form into an almost holy glow.
I want to
Strip you down to your skin,
To see you, just you
Under those filthy rags,
That separate my hands from your body,
From the man you are
Behind all those faces you wear.

And finally I dare to tackle you onto Lorien's leaf-covered soft ground under fake trees.
You laugh and writhe under me, your hands pinned firmly down by mine.
I
Can
Feel
Your warmth, your heartbeat with my whole body pressed against yours.
There are leaves in your hair, caught like I am in your gaze.

I lean down.
Your breath ghosting on my lips and I can't resist
To kiss you,
Lightly,
Softly,
Respectful.
You gasp and unconsciously open your moth for my invasion.

And suddenly you become pliable,
Responding to my kiss, my touch and my hands begin to undress you
And finally you are naked on a bed of leaves and moss, trembling.
You are so sweet,
Sweeter than anything I ever tasted.
Shyly adverting your gaze as I get rid of all traces of Boromir and sink between your parted thighs.

But you tense,
Frightened.
And I
Admire you from head to toe with hands, lips and tongue,
Until you forget your fear as you come in my mouth.
Your body arching in a perfect bow and a soft sigh escapes through the wall of your teeth.

"Why?", you ask, confused.
"I love you", is my only reply.
You smile sadly and place a kiss on my brow and it's like falling, falling out of life, it's like the autumn, I can see now in your grey-blue, stormy eyes, in the grey on your temples, in the wrinkles on your beautiful face.
I see you fading and can't cling to you.