Double Drabble: First Time
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rugbytackleTitle: First Time
Author: Sunshine_315 (sunshine_3152003@yahoo.co.uk)
Archive: Rugbytackling, Green Opals (all others please ask first)
Pairing: Sean/Viggo
Disclaimer: None of this is true and the author does not claim it to be. No disrespect is intended towards the actors mentioned.
Rating: PG-13
Warning: slash, angst
Summary: Viggo’s first time isn’t all it’s cracked up to be
Feedback: Yes please!
Author’s Note: This is for Karen, who asked for first time sex and angst. Thanks for all of your luck on my driver’s test, and I hope you enjoy!
It hurt. Oh God, it hurt. It stretched and it burned and it made Viggo see stars. And not the gold and silvers ones of pleasure, but the black and red ones of pain. Viggo sobbed and he writhed and he tried to escape, but Sean’s grip held him tightly in place as the blond man plundered Viggo’s body again and again and again.
Viggo remembered how this all started. With Sean’s frequent glances at him between takes while shooting. And Orlando’s explanation of his behaviour to Viggo over coffee one morning. Then Viggo’s shy confrontation and mumbled offer to “give it a try”, despite the feeling of apprehension gripping his chest. And the whole cast’s knowledge of what exactly was going on, and using every opportunity to tease them about it.
Dom had told him gay sex felt wonderful. David had said that the key to bottoming was relaxing and trusting in your lover. Elijah had confided to him that he couldn’t imagine a man you could trust more than Sean.
But it wasn’t trust that Viggo felt now, as he lay splayed on his stomach underneath Sean’s sweating body. It wasn’t trust or love. It was pain and it was sadness and it was regret.
It was Viggo’s first time and he knew that he would never forget it.
Author: Sunshine_315 (sunshine_3152003@yahoo.co.uk)
Archive: Rugbytackling, Green Opals (all others please ask first)
Pairing: Sean/Viggo
Disclaimer: None of this is true and the author does not claim it to be. No disrespect is intended towards the actors mentioned.
Rating: PG-13
Warning: slash, angst
Summary: Viggo’s first time isn’t all it’s cracked up to be
Feedback: Yes please!
Author’s Note: This is for Karen, who asked for first time sex and angst. Thanks for all of your luck on my driver’s test, and I hope you enjoy!
It hurt. Oh God, it hurt. It stretched and it burned and it made Viggo see stars. And not the gold and silvers ones of pleasure, but the black and red ones of pain. Viggo sobbed and he writhed and he tried to escape, but Sean’s grip held him tightly in place as the blond man plundered Viggo’s body again and again and again.
Viggo remembered how this all started. With Sean’s frequent glances at him between takes while shooting. And Orlando’s explanation of his behaviour to Viggo over coffee one morning. Then Viggo’s shy confrontation and mumbled offer to “give it a try”, despite the feeling of apprehension gripping his chest. And the whole cast’s knowledge of what exactly was going on, and using every opportunity to tease them about it.
Dom had told him gay sex felt wonderful. David had said that the key to bottoming was relaxing and trusting in your lover. Elijah had confided to him that he couldn’t imagine a man you could trust more than Sean.
But it wasn’t trust that Viggo felt now, as he lay splayed on his stomach underneath Sean’s sweating body. It wasn’t trust or love. It was pain and it was sadness and it was regret.
It was Viggo’s first time and he knew that he would never forget it.
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Date: 2004-08-30 01:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-30 09:40 pm (UTC)agreed. He's such a sweetie that I feel bad for hurting him. One of my next fics is going to have to be a cuddle!fic to make up for it. ;)
Brilliantly angsty
Thanks! Glad you enjoyed, and thanks for your comments.
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Date: 2004-08-30 02:28 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-30 09:42 pm (UTC)Yeah. *hands you tissues*
Wants to huggle Viggo and kiss away the pain!!!
*hands you Viggo, who is very eager to by kissed and huggled*
Thanks for commenting!
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Date: 2004-08-30 12:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-30 09:48 pm (UTC)Oh, very poetic and pretty. I love your way with words. :)
Very angsty. Incredibly beautiful.
Thanks. *blushes* Glad you think so.
I love tortured!Viggo. He looks so fragile, so easy to break.
I know what you mean about fragile. In some pictures he just looks so young and so innocent (although you *know* he's not). And then he turns around and looks completely corrupt and bad-ass. Which, of course, has its merits as well. :) As for tortured!Viggo, it is fun to read and write it but I can't write it for too long b/c I'm too soft. I just want to cuddle him and make it all better again and give him a happy ending. :)
Thanks for commenting.
*smiles*
Date: 2004-09-01 07:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-30 03:54 pm (UTC)*hugs him*
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Date: 2004-08-30 09:51 pm (UTC)I agree. Cuddle!fic will be coming in the future to make up for it.
*hugs him*
*Viggo hugs you back tightly*
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Date: 2004-08-31 04:52 am (UTC)*sits and waits for it*
Yay Viggo hugged me!!
*hugs you*
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Date: 2004-08-30 11:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-31 11:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-31 03:16 pm (UTC)Karen
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Date: 2004-09-01 12:58 pm (UTC)I hope Sean's going to make up for this and prove he's not really an insensitive selfish lover - otherwise I'll just have to send Orli round to give Viggo a cuddle and soothe his poor
arseheart with kisses... :)