Hurt (part 7) The End

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Title: Hurt (7)

Pairing: SB/VM

Rating: R

Author: govi20

Archive: rugbytackle Summary: how can something wrong feel so good?

 

DISCLAIMER: This story is FICTION; is NOT true, and did NOT happen. I write these stories for fun, and don't make any profit whatsoever from them. Do not know these celebrities and am NOT making any claims about what they do (or enjoy) in real life.

 

 

 

This is the third night I am standing here: right in front of his house.

Tonight I am going to do it I tell myself, just like I told myself the two nights before.

The lights are on in your living room, so you’re home. And I know you’ll let me in.

Then we must talk. There are so many questions in my head.

Like how far will it go, was it enough the pain I offered you that night? Would you expect me to go further than that? Would you?

I try to be honest with myself: since that night I know I can do that, it’s inside of me, a sleeping predator.

But I don’t know if I can control it and I love you so much. Am so afraid of destroying you, destroying us.

And would you expect me to not only give, but take also?

I don’t know if I can handle that.

There’s just one way to find out. I’ll have to go in and ask you.

I am staring at your door and feel the crazy urge to bang it with my head, but I control myself and manage to knock. Nothing’s happening so I am knocking again, louder now.

Suddenly the door swings open, I see your eyes widen and –oh- the expression on your face.

You start saying something, but I don’t let you.

As in a dream my hand reaches out, pushing you inside, kicking the door closed behind me.

I glance around, your hall looks like some crazy shed, packed with crates and canvasses, barely room for two people to stand, we can’t stay here. So I push you further inside the living room, tearing your clothes of you. And you’re not passive this time, tearing and ripping off mine..

Somewhere I remember coming here to talk, but that is what we’re doing here, isn’t it?

We’re saying it all, our hands, our bodies, our lips. The rest can wait.

We reach the rug in front of the fireplace and I push your down, pinning you beneath me.

No preparation this time, I am just going to take you, own you, claim you, because that’s what we both need.

I see the pain on your face, tears trickling from the corners of your eyes, but you still push up to me., wanting it as much as I do.

I kiss away your tears until the pain subsides and pleasure shows on your face.

I am riding the waves with you, a roaring sound in my ears.

Letting it al go, no more thoughts and oh God-Viggo-Viggo I am drowning.

But your eyes never falter, your body is clinging to mine, you save me and I am home.

And I am not going anywhere this time.

 

Comments

[nanathecat.livejournal.com]

Finally, Finally!! And THEN!!!???
You won't say it's the last chapter, I want to read more...I'm eager for and need it from my heart.

[govi20.livejournal.com]

Indeed finally Nanathecat! Well, Sean says he's not going anywhere anymore, so I guess it's a happy ending!

[nanathecat.livejournal.com]

Oh yes...you're right...and it is what I was afraid it might be...

OK now I have to admit that I think "I am not going anywhere this time" is the perfect words to close this story and I love this kind of ending. I know that well. BUT. STILL. I don't want to say good bye to "Hurt." *sigh*

Hope you keep creating fanfics of SB and VM further. Thank you for sharing beautiful ficlet, well done!

[govi20.livejournal.com]

Nana: thank you for all your nice words!

[mooms.livejournal.com]

AS I have already said over on Mighty Bean, Gov, this is a sweet and beautiful end to your beautiful story ! It is somehow more effective that you don't go into explicit detail

[govi20.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for your words Mooms. Since you are such a great writer, I appreciate that a lot!

[empressm.livejournal.com]

Oh dear, it's really a beautiful, gorgeous, fantastic one!!
Sorry i gotta go to have my class, i'll back as soon as possible to have more times reading!
Fairly amazing! Love your work.

[govi20.livejournal.com]

Thanks for your kind comment Empressm!

[empressm.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
And sorry for my bothering, but if possible, may I have the honor to translate your work into Chinese? I hope more people can appreciate your wonderful fic. Thank you :D

[govi20.livejournal.com]

I am very flattered Empressm. No problem, you can go right ahead!"hugs back"

[rotpunkt.livejournal.com]

Yeah!

[govi20.livejournal.com]

I appreciate the comments you gave me along the storyline very much Rotpunkt: thank you for that.

[fawsley.livejournal.com]

I did a big 'oh no!' when I saw that this was the final episode, but well done for wrapping it up so beautifully and for getting the boys togther in the end.
Sean claiming Viggo as his own is an image I hope will stay with me for a very long time indeed.

[govi20.livejournal.com]

Thanks for al the nice support you gave me Fawsley!

[tearsandrainxxx.livejournal.com]

gourgeous :D

[govi20.livejournal.com]

Thank you for the support!

[tearsandrainxxx.livejournal.com]

you're welcome :-D

Hello

[faramirgirl.livejournal.com]

Beautiful just a beautiful ending for this story.

Re: Hello

[govi20.livejournal.com]

Thanks a lot Faramirgirl: appreciate it!

[bijou69.livejournal.com]

I'd simply say that this is love.....

[govi20.livejournal.com]

That is pretty much what it means to me Bijouatweb and coming from a talented writer like you I appreciate that!