rugbytackle | Sean is scared

I have too much free time...
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Title: Beware
Author: Suometar
Beta: Willowaif
Archive: Rugbytackling
Characters: Viggo/Sean Bean
Rating: NC-17 for explicit sexual content
Disclaimer: Blah, you know how this works...
Warnings: this is scary, whoooo

“Sure Fran, I’ll try” Viggo said after their conversation about Aragorn’s lines.
Viggo was nervous, he had felt Sean’s eyes on his back all day, but didn’t see him. Sean’s gaze was so intense you could make arrows of it and usually Viggo had a couple dozen of Sean’s invisible arrows sticking out of his back. It felt like Sean was marking him with only his green eyes. But now Viggo couldn’t find him, he felt Sean’s gaze there, he could’ve touched it, but that Brit surely wasn’t there. That day went by without Viggo even noticing, his mind told him to turn around because Sean was there staring at him, but he really wasn’t. Everybody else remembered that day maybe for the rest of their lives because Viggo was hurling around like some damn treadle.
That evening Viggo spent in his trailer just worrying about Sean not being there, he hadn’t even asked after Sean. It wasn’t really like him actually, he didn’t own Sean or something. He couldn’t tell if he missed Sean’s eyes on his back or what. But fuck, he did miss Sean, maybe not only ‘cause of his eyes, but missed anyhow. Viggo picked up the phone and dialled Sean.
It rang and rang and rang again.
And Sean didn’t answer.
Fuck, now he’s gotta get to sleep with the pain of arrows in his back that were never there.

“Cut!”
“Are you alright Viggo? You’re out of it all the time, have you noticed?” Fran asked nicely when Peter was grrring on his way-too-small-for-him director’s chair.
“Yeah I know” Viggo said quietly “I know”.
“Is something wrong?”
Viggo didn’t want to answer, but did so anyway.
“I feel... I feel like there’s something here, like a ghost” Viggo saw that Fran rolled her eyes, it wasn’t mean, but something that said: ‘You’re kidding, right?’
“I know” Viggo agreed.
Fran was already going to walk to Peter, when Viggo got his voice back.
“Fran, where’s Sean?”
“A? B?”
“B”
“Home probably, in UK, but he’ll be here tomorrow” Fran said.
“Whatta ya mean?” Viggo shook his head and tried to laugh it off.
“Sean got a few days off to go to his daughter’s birthday, but he’s gotta be here tomorrow or Barry, Peter and I will kill him” Fran laughed and walked away.

That Aragorn scene was a nightmare to make, Viggo was constantly looking around in case Sean came back. But the next morning Sean was finally in the make up trailer getting ready at the same time as Viggo. Dane got to his chair quietly, noticed but quietly. There was silence and Viggo waited for Sean to look at him.
“Heard you asked after me” Sean broke the silence between them that had got almost comfortable.
The only noise was the make up ladies chatting over Orlando and Lij, whose music could be heard somewhere in the distance. Orlando was probably listening to that ‘cause the hobbits were long done with their make up.
“I did” Viggo gulped “Sorry”
Sean moved, appolized to the girl and moved closer to Vig, so he could whisper.
“We can’t talk about it here, it’s too fucking dangerous!” Sean snarled, moved like he was going to get back to his chair, but motioned Viggo to listen some more:
“Bloody. Fucking. Moron.”

The day was over and Sean had asked Viggo to speak with him. They walked through the set together.
“What do you want?” Sean asked with a voice that Viggo didn’t recognise what it meant.
Was Sean angry as always? Or was he tired of him? Scared? They were always scared like wounded animals. Viggo just didn’t know.
“You mean what I think you mean?” Viggo had to ask.
“Aye”
“I... “
Sean bit his lip.
“Say it Vig, I can’t read your mind”
Viggo stopped them, grasped Sean by his arm and forced their eyes to meet.
“Dammit Vig!” Sean snarled but didn’t pull back.
“You know!” Viggo raised his voice. “You know what you do to me, you can’t leave me just hanging on my own, we’re in this together”
Fear blinked in Sean’s eyes, Viggo saw it, so he let Sean go, he got only an inch closer.
“We need each other Sean, you know that”
“I know other things too Vig” Sean said and pushed Viggo further away. “Don’t come too close to me”
Sean walked away, Viggo stayed a while and did too.

Viggo was at his place the whole evening again, wondering and finally dialled Sean.
It rang and rang, Sean didn’t answer.
Viggo put the phone down and it started ringing, did he called himself in the future?
“Hello?”
“Vig...?” It was Sean.
Viggo let out a gasp like he’d have held his breath for his entire life. He was happy, he recognized that, he was happy that Sean had called.
“Vig please, come ‘ere” It was a plead, Viggo heard that.
“Ok” Viggo’s heart jumped ‘cause it wasn’t an order.
Sean wanted him there. Sean needed him there.

Viggo knocked on the window, not the door and Sean let him in. Viggo was about to take his jacket off when Sean suddenly grasped him and pushed to the wall.
“I wasn’t followed!” Viggo yelled.
Sean let go, looked out the window and then at Viggo.
“They’ll have our heads, if they figured you came ‘ere”
“I took a spin in the woods, no one followed me”
Sean decided to settle down, he looked at Viggo.
“Come ‘ere” He said and opened his arms for a hug.
Viggo felt so good in his arms, they inhaled one another. Then they kissed slightly, still feeling good.
“Bed Vig”
“Mmm”
They made it to the bed and struggled with having so many strong arms and legs punching together. Viggo was under Sean and wanted to kiss him all the time.
“Fuck, shirt” Sean said when he tried to have them off with Viggo constantly kissing him.
“Such love” Viggo hissed, he tried to control Sean’s swearing, with no effect.
“Fuck you” Sean said smiling, he buried his face into Viggo’s stomach and stayed there.
“Whatca doin’?” Viggo asked amused.
“Mmm”
Viggo managed to get his hand to his belt, he undid it and got his jeans and underwear a bit lower, he was able to get his cock free from there and held it hard against Sean’s chest.
“Get outta there love. Suck me” Viggo asked Sean, who just smiled some more.
“Turn over Vig” Sean asked. “Lemme be under ya, Fuck my mouth”
“Shit!” Viggo was exited as hell, that was his favourite position.
“Oh, and love” Sean said, when he was already under Viggo with Viggo’s cock hanging in his face. “Make yerself ready love, when I’m done with yer little fellow I’m gonna hump you numb!”
“Mmm, you’re a naughty little bastard”
“Not little” Sean said just before he took Viggo into his mouth.
It was easy for Sean to make Viggo come, Viggo could rock Sean’s mouth as much as he wanted, Sean could take it all and when they were like this, Viggo was in charge of everything. Viggo knew he didn’t have an overly abundant amount time, ‘cause it was Sean who had his mouth on him damn it. Viggo held himself up with one arm and with the other he started fingering himself. Sean had his hands on Viggo’s butt and noticed Viggo’s own hand, he encouraged it to push deeper and faster, it made Viggo’s mind spin, fuck, Sean did barely anything, but it felt like he did too much.
“Aah, Sean!” Viggo spit out when he came into Sean’s mouth.
Sean held Viggo’s cock in his throat, it was easier to swallow every drop that way. Sean crawled to face Viggo, curled his arms around him and smiled, Sean noticed, that Viggo withdrawer his hand from his arse.
“Are ya ready love?” He asked between kisses, Viggo had never tasted himself in Sean’s kisses, thank the sky for that.
“Mmmh” Viggo mumbled and nod.
Sean tightened his arms around Viggo again and turned Viggo under him.
“Love to see you like that” Sean purred and touched Viggo’s chest. “Love to love you”
“Fuck meh Sean” Viggo asked, Sean was such a tease!
“Mmm-m” It was a yes.
Sean got ready in no time and was placing the tip of his cock to Viggo’s opening. Sean kissed Viggo, who put his arms around Sean’s neck. It was strange really, Viggo put his hands always around Sean’s neck, never around his waist like Sean did to Vig.
“Aa-Aah!” Viggo yelled, when Sean thrust himself in between their kissing.
“Wanker” Viggo protested, but was smiling. So Sean simply kissed him more and answered:
“Yeah, love ya too”
It took some more work to have Sean completely in, though Viggo had managed to prepare himself well and did this almost every night. Once completely inside things got easier and oh-so-much more fun.
“Are ya close?” Sean asked while fucking the impossibly gorgeous sight before him.
“Mmmh, so close, fuck meh” Viggo had his own hand around himself, so that he could make this last longer, but come when ever he liked to.
Sean fucked him, damn it, his rhythm quickened and he pulled out further and then thrust back in as deep as he could.
“I’m gonna come, Vig I’m gonna...” Sean panted and Viggo felt how Sean’s muscles tightened and then released.
Feeling the other man collapse on him made Viggo come too. He was so happy, Sean made him happy.

Sean had cleaned them both up from Viggo’s cum and let Viggo just lay on Sean’s bed, that sight was so stunning it made Sean forget to be scared.
“Why didn’t you tell me you went to Evie’s birthday?” Viggo asked, when Sean sat next to him, both of them still naked and Sean caressing Viggo’s hair.
“You would have called me” Sean said with a warm noise.
“You think they would’ve noticed?”
“They get their reasons out of nothing if they need to” Sean said and kissed Viggo’s forehead. “We can’t give them any real excuses”
“Yeah” Viggo said, looking nowhere. “You must be really scared of them”
“Hell yeah! They’ve been after me a much longer time than you, ya can’t be too careful with them, love”
“How much worse can they be that the paparazzis?”
“A lot! I can’t really describe it, it’s...” Sean stopped when he heard a knock from the door.
Viggo noticed how scared Sean got, his eyes didn’t focus well and he started sweating.
“Is it them?” Viggo asked carefully and got sitting.
Sean’s mouth got open and closed a couple of times before any noise came out.
“I... I dunno Vig, the door is still in place”
“Can I get it?”
“No! If they find you here at this time, they’ll eat us both alive!” Sean panicked. “There can’t be more than one, I'll get it”
Sean got his long pyjama pants on and got the door.
“Lij! Oh, it was just you, phew” Sean lean against the doorway.
Elijah lived in the next trailer and urged to get in.
“They were outside my place yesterday, can I sleep here? They’ll kill me for sure!”
Sean got Elijah in, mostly because it was dangerous to have him out at this time and it was also dangerous to have Sean Bean’s trailer door open.
“Oh Viggo’s here too?”
“Shut it Lij, the fangirls will hear!”